Been trying to avoid the problem between Irvin and me, and please don't be mistaken that our relationship is categorized under homosexual or something abnormal. Just that the problem has got to do with sensitive topic, Religion.

I was Christian. Trying to focus on the word "was", because I can officially declare that I am not a Christian anymore. Sorry, to disappoint anybody for my answer, my decision. Not that I have fly or lead myself to the Dark Side, and for Christian who regard back-slidden as going towards the Dark Side, too bad for you and I am not going to comfort you as I do for crybaby.

Why I am suddenly so determined to solve this problem? Because I am starting a "No Regret" campaign and I just read a blog "Stressed Teacher". That blog inspired me to do something to end the wasting of effort between both of us.

I am going to be the bad guy and have to break Irvin's heart, but I guess this is necessary. Please Irvin, please accept the fact that your boy has grow up and decided to take a different path.