Yesterday, when CY mentioned that he is going to slack all the way throughout his ITP, I wondered if it is the right thing to do. During my ITP, I had my share of fun, perhaps it is because of the company's policy of not to surf the net freely, which force me to work. However, to slack throughout disgust me. Relate to my previous post, it really makes me think that I am in the wrong gang.

Perhaps, it is the recent change in mindset within me, changed me. The gang didn't change, it is me who changed. I started to know what I want, I got a urge to voice out my opinion, and it makes me feel just a bit like CK, and I seriously think that it will be terrible.

The only matter that will never change in this world is either love from God, applies to religious people, or Changes, which applies to me. The only matter that will never change is Changes. Sounds weird isn't it, but how true it is. I have decided to step out of my comfort zone, finally.

But, when it comes to relationship matters, I remains in my comfort zone. MJ's birthday is tomorrow, and I did not ask her out, nor give her the present. Although I am influencing Jac to carry out the "noble" "No Regrets" campaign, I guess I didn't pluck out the courage to do it. Confused and contradicting, how am I going to do it? Feel like leaving it to fate, which is just an excuse. Maybe I should just ask her out or something?

Things are simple, it is human who makes it complicated.