Met Irvin just now, atmosphere there is lively, noises are coming from everywhere. My mood is quite depressed, I guess saying the truth is always so hard and can be hurtful. Truth, a double-edged sword.

Of course I did not start our meeting by telling him the truth directly, I listened his sharing and there comes a part where Irvin wants me to be honest with some of his questions. I grabbed the chance and tell him my thoughts. However, the word "back-slidden" seems so difficult to pronounce and it got stuck in my throat. Generally I should say that I am more of hinting Irvin instead of telling him directly. I guess I will write an e-mail to him, writing is easier than I speaking face to face.

Tomorrow will be client meeting. Whatever materials we need, I guess it has been prepared. Lots of backup copies in our hands! Hopefully nothing can go wrong. Today, I officially voiced out my opinion on FYP. I feel real bad about myself, as CK and Ong are taking charge of most of the XML, Jac is taking charge of Google Map, I am close to a useless person there. How I wish I am more proficient in IT and more capable.

Whatever the fact is, perhaps my ability has not put to good use yet. Good luck to me then!