After slacking for 2 weeks, I finally found a job.

Somehow, I feel so anxious about it. Fear about a lot of things, and I will just keep my fingers crossed that I can blend into the melting pot and adapt well. I don't want myself to be outcasted, especially when I am going to work there for 2 months or 3.

Beside being outcasted, I am also afraid that the tasks to be assigned would prove to be too challenging for me to handle. Though I have seen some sample of the work, but I don't know what's the standard being set for me. Argh! Simple hate myself for being such a puss.

I just wished that I can surf the internet freely and MSN there, else I think I will be very restless. Also, it is high time that I have to start my training for NAPFA. I can't be failing NAPFA since I dragged this matter purposely for months. Please make myself fall in love with you, 2.4km!

Will I survive the coming 2 months?