I've been insomnia of late. My thoughts and dreams have drive me to face all my worries and to my madness, soon.

Worried about NAPFA. Damn that 2.4km. I don't have the motivation to run at all. Making matters worse, my left leg, sprained it like 2 months ago, is not fully healed. With fats acculmulating and stamina seems to be decreasing, I wonder if I can still pass with at least a silver.
Possible Solution: Empty Running Tracks

Next in the list, NS. Initially aim to enroll into OCS, but after reading the relevant forum threads, my hope crashes. What's worse is that I start to develop phobia for NS. Hate it. It is as if I am going in just to die, in a less peaceful manner.
Possible Solution: 10 Years Series on NS + 101 Questions for NS

I am worried about my Mum, especially her health. I often weep and watch her to sleep. I am so afraid that I will find a cold lifeless body the next morning. How can I not worry? I love her.
Possible Solution: Potion of Eternal Health = N.A.

University Enrollment comes next. With my current result and future result (I calculated), I'm not hopeful in getting enroll into SMU or NTU Business. With my poor command in English, I can totally give up on enroll into NTU Mass Communication. Besides, I don't really know if I am really into advertising.
Possible Solution: N.A.

Relationship issues are never simple.
Possible Solution: Untie the Knot

Career is no doubt important. However mine is like a unfertilised egg.
Possible Solution: Inject the Seed

With a handful of worries, I will just hope that I can be relieved from all troubles, be enlightened that worry leads to nothing but fear. How I wish I can be undaunted by the cycle life and death.

Labels: Reflections