Boredom forces me to think.

Plan for my remaining months of NS. Plan for after ORD and beyond.

Thinking of course(s) that I want to take up, however the current cash-strapped situation isn't helping.

Sometimes, I wonder if I have been making the wrong decision(s).

My life seems inferior in comparison.

Money, root of my problems. Having more might not be the only solution, but having less will only add to my misery.

Why do I feel so unfulfilled?