I'm late by a year.

This promotion no longer holds its original value.

I was in a confused state of mind this week, especially during the rehearsal.

I was physically in CSS/EMT contingent, but my eyes were glancing to the AFC contingent and my mind was time-travelling back to a year back. Everything just don't seems to fall right in place.

Saw Staff Ng on my way booking-in to PLC, and I don't know how to react or what to say.

Saw LeongBeng and Keith, but the closeness was no longer felt.

Saw Master Lim and Staff Heng, but I tried my best to avoid them.

I just don't know how should I think, how should I feel.

Should I feel ashamed? For I failed myself, failed their effort and good intention?

Should I feel proud? For I finally got promoted, and acquired another useful skills?

All of these are simply overwhelming for me to process.

I need to face the real me and tackle the root once and for all!