I know this is one of my greatest weakness, yet I have not been putting in much efforts to overcome it since I thought it didn't really bother me.

However, I am wrong from the very beginning. This weakness of mine has been threatening my overall well-being and even putting me to my misery ever since I started working in Luxasia.

This weakness is my poor Public Relation (PR) skill.

I open up to others really slowly. I don't really talk to friends that I don't "click" well or not familiar with. Even when I am chatting with my clique, they will soon lose me as I shift and dwell happily in my own world.

I don't really know what I really want at times. I know I have a boring personality to start off with. Because I know I am boring, I just want to listen to other, think what they are think, feel what they are feeling.

I am not too sure if I am doing things right, but I am doing nothing wrong with not really contributing to the conversation. It's just f**king great that my so called unique trait is ruining my life, thinning my already thin network line between friend. What am I supposed to do?

I am just being myself, yet I am causing my own misery.