Life sucks.

These few weeks, I have been feeling that my life has reached it's bottom.

Everything seems dull.

My daily routine has been disrupted by the frequent out-of-camp mission.

No run.

No gym.

No swim.

It just sucks.

Shar has been checking out news about Combat Medic Specialist Course, however posting issues have take a spiral down.

From what I've heard, Mr Lee seems quite determined to see us under Infantry. Am I just being sensitive or this snake is not getting his bite off me.

I need a listening ear more than ever.

I need to release my desperation sooner than ever.

It's like something is pressing down your heart.

The weight is unbearable.

I can't bring out the usual attitude I see life.

Life sucks.

When can I ride on the rising emotional curve again?