After reading the comments to my latest post on what I experienced on AFC Cohesion Day, thousand thoughts just keep flying into my mind.

I know I keep ranting about the same old thing.

And I have people who are concerned trying to advise me what I should do. I really thank them for their concern, yet I often see it as pity.

Ironically, I actually know what I should do, yet I am not doing it.

Let it go and move on...

Yes, I am being timid. I have been trying to escape the cold hard fact that I knew 2 months ago.

It's easy to talk.

Staying in this accursed place makes it hard to move on, and my emotional state has added a level harder.

The desire that is unfulfilled, it is just unbearable.

I won't let it go, but I will move on.

I won't let it go, but I will accept it.

I am not a FS!

When that is heard, I am ready.