Footprints
Frustration
I guess I am just not used to the hectic schedule I have created. Rushing from point to point is not my style. I guess I have to start to get used to it, before I make my Wednesday night a rush too.
I enjoy stay-in nights actually. Taking things slow and steady, though some of the activities were a waste of time. Now that the guys came back from SAF Parade, I feel that I should stay-in, to sort of bond with them. Furthermore, I am supposed to be on OJT with them, means no stay-out, but I slept at home due to convenience.
I am aware that my night schedule has render me unable to do most outfield duty or overnight cover. I don't feel easy because I know it's unfair, and I hope my colleagues can understand. Got to endure for 2 more months.
Now that I am frustrated simply over my busy nights, I can't imagine what's going to happen when I ORD! Speaking of which, I haven't clear my IPPT for second window!
It seems that CY and LY have resume their studies, using their leaves and offs. It's a smart move in my opinion, which I would do so if my NSF journey isn't so colourful. Since I can't undo what had happened, I shall suck my thumb and wait for the next intake, almost a year later. Actually, I don't have an idea what I really want to do. Yet another frustration.
And I can't imagine I actually consciously chose to skip Tri-Run this morning. I've set-up the alarm to wake up at 5, so that I can travel down to SengKang for my 21km run. However, I simple turn off the alarm and continue my sleep. Paid for the registration yet didn't run, not the first time, but it's the first for this year.
Also, I actually missed the time when I have to go down to help Bennett with moving. Not sure what he's moving, and though I didn't reply him that I am going to go down to help him. I simply missed the timing because I was playing Bloons! Haiz, I think this wisdom teeth extraction has caused me a drop in intelligence, now I can't prioritize properly.
This is a random post just to vent my frustration. Hopefully, this week can turn out well, though the start of the week would also mean the start of my existing frustration.
Sunday, July 11, 2010
6:38 PM
6:38 PM