Finally, it has come to the 8th week of BSLC.

Ex. Wanderer and Ex. GrandSlam ended with a note of relief. Whatever that's left are SOC and 28km Route March.

So I guess it's high time for a summary.

After 7 weeks of training, I have come to realise that my comfort zone is rather small, perhaps it has shrunk. I am not as ready to take up leadership roles as compared to my BMT days. I do not welcome challenges with the same enthusiasm as before. I am not as willing to open myself to others so that they can know me better. Somehow, ever since I stepped into the Leadership School, things have changed.

I guess I have forgot how complacency leads me to misery. I always need hard lesson to teach myself that the outcome I experienced is due to my own fault. Now, it's hard to regain whatever lost.

BSLC Training has allowed myself to come to know my yet another weakness, my social skills. I am amazed by myself, by this weakness. I can't believe how fast I can become disconnected with people that I know. I feel that the connection is close, but it simply can't reach them, and the distance is drifting apart.

BSLC didn't mould me to become a leader, it just expose my weakness that a leader should not have.

BSLC didn't teach me how to act and behave like a leader, it just reveal to me that I have the strength of what a leader should possess in me.