I don't like the drastic emotional drop.

Perhaps that's why I always look restless, because I want my emotional to stay as neutral as possible.

However throughout the week, I had experienced the emotion level of both extreme.

I appreciated the encouragement when I was running my 2.4KM. It's you guys who gave me the strength rooted from friendship.

I enjoyed the dessert we had during night out. It's you guys who made the dessert tasted exceptionally enjoyable.

I understand the tiredness as I orchestrated the rehearsal. It's my desire to be part of the Log Team which push me on to help you guys to put up the show.

I can feel the disappointment when we failed the CPFT5. It's the effort you guys had put in that I feel the pain.

It's the smiling faces I saw while going through the photos that made me shed my tears. It's the bond that is being built up little by little, bit by bit over the weeks.

I hate it seriously.

One moment I was laughing heartily.

The other moment I was dropping my head, trying to think what can I do to shake the awful emotion.

I am just being too sensitive, not for my own good.